Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Seeing Clearly

Good morning my friends! What a gorgeous morning in Atlanta. These last few days as I prepare for Chemo Number 5 and just one month until the end of chemo, I have realized that this phase of our lives is not going to last forever. Except for the peeling skin on my fingertips which is a side-effect (I suppose) of the allergic reaction from Taxotere (my latest chemo of non-choice), I feel completely normal (as normal as I get). Yep - life is getting back to normal.....I'm worried about Rick and the kids, I'm working way too much, the dust in my house is getting on my nerves, I'm noticing that my jeans don't fit quite right and that's really starting to worry me, and "challenges" at the church are stacking up and my task list grows larger each day.

But then, there's the good stuff that's happening too. Each morning as I step outside to go for my daily walk, I am greeted by a cool breeze, clean air, and the beauty of Fall. And Rick and me and the kids and our dogs all running around in the yard. And decorating for Halloween, complete with ghosts Kat made from old rags that hang from our trees. And going to the hospital yesterday not for me, but to visit other folks and be there for a baby's birth. And watching my little girl (now 17) dress up in a floor-length gown and go to dinner with Chad who was dressed in a tux, to celebrate their one year anniversary (dating).

Yeah, life is going to go back to being normal. Too much to do and too many blessings to count.
Thank you, Lord, for the change of season.

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